Frustrated Girlfriend: "Take me anywhere private! Hindi naman ako papalag eh!"

Guest post muna tayo galing sa isang reader natin, si Miss Sugar and Spice.


Hindi ako blogger katulad mo, pano ko ba ito sisimulan? Ah ewan bahala na.

The story goes...

I'm having this ten months relationship with this nice guy. He's 6 years older than me. Super maalaga, marunong rumespeto and all. During our 6 months, puro labas kame. PURE movies, gala, malls, dinner, merienda. Ganun lang. NEVER to a point na niyaya niya ko sa biglang liko, or to be exact, sa motel. And at that moment I was beginning to ask myself, "May mali ba sakin? Masyado ba akong nagmamadali?" Because I'm beginning to get bored with the same routine that we do everytime na lumalabas kami.

Imagine? Six months? No sex? Wow!




Okay, siguro some would react na 6 months pa lang, anu minamadali ko?

I wouldn't make it such a BIG DEAL siguro kung virgin ako. I could wait forever na may mangyari samen. Kaso hindi eh. At alam kong alam niya yun. Hindi din naman siya virgin, kasi pang 5 gf niya na ko. And he's like my second real boyfriend.

Pinaparamdam ko naman sa kanya na I need THAT.

Nilalambing ko siya. The usual, nilalandi ko pero wala eh, though naiintindihan ko naman at some part kasi sa kanila, wala naman private area to do that. He shares a place with his older brother.

There's this moment pa pala na mejo maaga niya ako naihatid, like mga 9pm siguro. Tapos ayoko pa umuwi, and my thoughts was shouting at him like "Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh! Take me anywhere private! Hindi naman ako papalag eh!" Tapos lakad-lakad kami. Then TUMIGIL na ko sa TAPAT ng isang motel...

And wala! BOKYA talaga hahahaha

I'm starting to think "makipag sex kaya ako sa iba." You know, sex lang. No feelings involved, after nun ba-bye na. Pero pinag isipan ko yung bagay na yun. Ayokong gumawa ng isang bagay na pag-sisisihan ko sa huli.

And oh! Forgot to mention na nabanggit niya sakin din na merong tamang oras para sa mga bagay bagay. I'm pretty sure he was referring to sex. We don't talk about sex, kasi nga sabi ko hindi siya ganun. Pero even if we don't talk about that, alam namin pareho na kelangan ko yun sa kanya, AT THAT POINT.

Going back, I thought of one thing: imbis puro negative yung isipin ko, inisip ko nalang na "I'm still lucky to have someone na mas gusto ako kasama kesa makipagsex lang sakin". May pinaghuhugutan din yung linyang yan, hahahaha! Because before him, may mga naka fling ako, puro sex lang din kasi yun. And there's this two guys that I got way too attached to, kaso sex lang talaga, no more no less.

Until such time na may nangyare na samen ng boyfriend ko. Akala ko jackpot na ko. Yesss! This is it! Nangyare yun nung may outing swimming. We were at the pool, nag-iinit. Syempre kelangan na namin umahon, kelangan na sumabog e, and we can't do it there kasi may tao. Sa banyo, ganun ganun na lang yun. Sa sobrang bilis, you'd think na parang wala ding nangyare.

Morning the next day, maliban sa kanya, may iba pang gising, so go lang ako. I really wanna have a good sex, yung pangalawa? Ganun din. He went sucking my nipples, rubbing my clit (take note, RUBBING. Hindi finger. Ahhh! Frustrating) tapos pumatong na siya, and ilang minuto he's done. Hahahahaha! Fucking hilarious, right?

Anyway.. My point here is.

-SOME girls would think there's something wrong with them, if you don't touch them.

-In my case, pinili kong hindi mag loko and do it with other guys. And HE BETTER FUCKING THANK ME FOR THAT. Hahahaha! Joke, pero half meant. Kasi guys, seryoso, pag yung girlfriend niyo nagloko at nakipag sex sa iba, malamang sa malamang she's not satisfied with the sex you gave her, same goes with some of the boys na nagloloko.

-Cheating is a choice. Hindi reasonable ang "hindi sinasadya". Of course, sinadya mo yun, because you have a choice to ignore it, di mo lang ginawa.

And lastly, eto natutunan ko sa prof ko nuon. I finished nursing kaya usapang ewan lang to sa classroom. This is for the guys, BAGO KAYO MAGPARAOS, UNAHIN NIYO MUNA YUNG BABAE, KASI MAS MADALI KAYO MAKARAOS BAGO MAN ANG BABAE. Which is true.